"Nightswimming" - R.E.M.

I always feel conflicted towards the end of summer. No matter how hot or long, I'm always loathe to say goodbye to another year's worth of warmth. Even though autumn holds the promise of color and cool, we all know that we're still inevitably a little closer to the dark and cold. R.E.M. captured this feeling perfectly in Automatic For The People's penultimate track, "Nightswimming." Pitchfork recently crowned it the 73rd best song of the 90's (obviously) and it's no wonder, as it shows the band at their money-down best.

"Nightswimming" starts with a brief, Sgt. Pepper's-esque snippet of orchestral warm-up, announcing the song's sonic pretensions before the sweeping, majestic piano comes forward to lift the tune off the ground. As Michael Stipe's nasally yet clear voice kicks in, so do John Paul Jones' strings, all understated and somber minor chords accentuating the ache in singers words backed by a softly ominous oboe. This is the sound of Paul Westerberg's beautifully lo-fi tinkling in "Androgynous" all grown up, but still dealing with the same adolescent issues.


The story seems simple enough - "nightswimming / deserves a quiet night." A couple of indeterminate age (in my mind's eye they somehow always seem to be MY age) hop in their car to take an evening dip late one August night. A late summer moon hangs low in the sky as they remember old times through a faded snapshot on the dashboard. The unspoken awareness of the near-presence of fall echoes what appear to be some inevitable changes in the couples' own lives. They's starting to confront what Michael Stipe called a "kind of an innocence that's either kind of desperately clung onto or obviously lost."


As the piano chords circle in their stately procession, Stipe moves from poetic sighing to open anxiety. After softly repeating the opening line, his voice stretches to desperation, "I'm not sure all these people understand / it's not like years ago." His need to escape his own reality is clear and gnawing, as he eulogizes both "the fear of getting caught / of recklessness and water" before copping to more raw adolescent insecurity, "they cannot see me naked." By the time he notes sadly that such experiences "go away / replaced by everyday" it's clear what he means. It's a desperate but hopeful attempt to briefly step outside of the season, his age, his life and just lose himself briefly in the warm and inky water of the moment.


Nestled just before "Find The River" at the end of Automatic For The People, "Nightswimming" embodies the album's mixture of hope, resignation and the bittersweet pains of aging. Every year summer's end comes once again, every year we know it's inevitable and every year this song seems a little more relevant as we must work do more and more create our own moments where we can step out of time. It's enough to convince you to grab someone you like, jump into your car and enjoy a sweet summer evening while you still can. And if you happen to have this on the stereo on the way back, so much the better.


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